Siangyee is seventeen.
Anderson Secondary, Victoria Junior College
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Friday, December 18 @ 5:51 PM


"I can believe things that are true and things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Beatles and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkledy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that California is going to sink into the sea when the big one comes, while Florida is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste. I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we'll all be wiped out by the common cold like Martians in War of the Worlds. I believe that the greatest poets of the last century were Edith Sitwell and Don Marquis, that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousands of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian shaman. I believe that mankind's destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when I was a kid, that it's aerodynamically impossible for a bumble bee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there's a cat in a box somewhere who's alive and dead at the same time (although if they don't ever open the box to feed it it'll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself. I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything I do. I believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn't even know that I'm alive. I believe in an empty and godless universe of causal chaos, background noise, and sheer blind luck. I believe that anyone who says sex is overrated just hasn't done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what's going on will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. I believe in a woman's right to choose, a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it."

American Gods, Neil Gaiman


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- 5:51 PM


Thursday, December 17 @ 7:11 AM


I'm back and I feel pressure already, I want to go back :(
I look at the calendar and I see things every day, every single day. I feel so vexed.
It's quite contradictory really. I enjoy being with people, no doubt, and when I spend too much time with myself alone I feel bad too. But right now its rather overwhelming for me, I'm sick of going out, I'm sick of people, I want to spend more time with myself now.

I feel like disconnecting myself from the world.

I think what I need is some time for myself, to relieve myself a little. I thought I could get that the past week, and the week before last, but I didnt, for some reason or another. It's just not enough.

I dont know why I'm feeling like this when my CCA's so slack and I dont have much commitments and it's the HOLIDAYS, really.

Am I being a whiny, unappreciative brat :(


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- 7:11 AM

I'm Flying

Tuesday, December 8 @ 6:32 AM


BYE

BE BACK SOON


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- 6:32 AM

-applause-

Saturday, December 5 @ 8:03 PM


Suicide was against the law. Johnny had wondered why. It meant that if you missed, or the gas ran out, or the rope broke, you could get locked up in prison to show you that life was really very jolly and thoroughly worth living.

Johnny and the Dead - Terry Pratchett


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- 8:03 PM


Friday, December 4 @ 7:31 AM


Jack be limbo (nimble?)
Jack be quick
Jack go UNDER limbo stick (my fav line hehe)

I SWEAR IT KEEPS PLAYING AT THE BACK OF MY HEAD NONSTOP

Camp is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I MISS EVAN DING SIGH SIGH I THINK I LOVE HIM -thinks of his cheeky grin and smiles to self (okok joking joking my heart is in taiwan)
I am not part of the Rai-ko craze (haha i dont even know how to spell her name)
I HAVE 3 NEW FACEBOOK FRIENDS :)

I feel like having 5year old kids NOWNOWNOW hehe unless they are COH

I miss Gereld!!!!! Zelin tried to kiss me hahaaaaa quite shocking but quite nice I really like the way they hold my hands and lean so close to me I feel so wanted and happy :) :) :)

I really wonder what sort of kid I used to be? I think I was a Matilda, honestly.

I'm glad I went to this camp although I feel a little sad because I still have yet to spend enough time with myself and I'm leaving soon already AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-tune to limbo rock continues to play in head


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- 7:31 AM


Thursday, December 3 @ 8:03 PM





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Wednesday, December 2 @ 4:58 AM




I LOVE THIS PIC MUAHHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHHAHA TO THE MAX HEHE
I need to upload many more pics from this camp HEHE but when i get the better qualitied and more exclusive ones ;)


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- 4:58 AM